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just for me.. [February 13th, 2006]
I just barely made it with her... Before the water hit me.. I was overwhelmed by it, i tried running but i couldnt, i tried screaming for help but no one heard my cry. The current is tearing my insides apart, i dont know what to do or where to go... So i sat there letting myself flow with the water and i stopped fighting it.. The water disappeared and i fell and hit the ground hard... My face was still wet so i dried it with my sleeves, but the pain... The pain from the fall was still there, it was real. I picked myself up and acted like nothing had ever happened.. The bruises from the fall are just a reminder of my failures.. One day i'll get things down and everything will be back to normal... Im pushing for that day to come.. Harder than ever before.

I just want u to know... I love you with all my heart and i always will.
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[January 9th, 2006]
useless effing journal.. no one replies to anything i say..
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[January 6th, 2006]
yay... another bullshit night
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[December 30th, 2005]
ITS FUCKING USELESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[November 9th, 2005]
[ mood | blah ]

blah... good night all...

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[November 9th, 2005]
posting here cuz journals are lame.. its late, i have class in the morning, im hungry, im sick, my head hurts, my throat hurts, im coughing alot, i feel all funny, and yes.. Im just bein a baby. I miss my ashley even tho shes in love with Roy Mustang =P so yeah.. thats all i got to say for now really
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